::happy sigh::

Good Morning (I feel as if I never get to say this since the number of times I wake up before noon is so few; please forgive the excitement)!! I can't believe its only been 4 days since I last posted- I almost feel like it's been a few weeks or so since so much has happened. That fact is amazing considering I have been sitting on my butt at home doing basically nothing, but I'm glad life has had some intrigue lately. Basically that intrigue has come in the form of a guy, a seemingly great one at that. Never before have I met someone that maintains the exact same outlook on gayness as me while retaining so many other desirable traits. We only met three days ago and yet I feel so connected with him; repetitively we are on the exact same page about so many things, but yet there are enough differences between us so that it isn't too weird. The two to three hour-long conversations we have had online are characterized by a continual smile on my part, because the little things that he says are just so endearing and the larger things are so profoundly compatible with my feelings and thoughts. I truly don't want to get ahead of myself, but alas, we discussed this as well and once again we are in agreement about the state of things.

It is so amazingly ironic to me that he returned my message only a few short hours after Kristin dragged me out of a day spent in the pits of depression regarding guys. That night she made me realize that I have plenty to offer and she assured me that someone great will come along eventually, and I finally believed her. So I came home with the intention of just relaxing until spring semester- to clear my head about the ever-present attempt to find someone and to just chill. But, coincidentally, that was the same night that Mike and I 'met' in the virtual sense of the word. It is also somewhat ironic to note that he experienced the same depression-realization-surprise as I did: a definite testament to the fact that life works in mysterious ways.

So yeah, although it is frustrating that we are both at home, I think it gives us just the time we need to roll with it rather than let things get out of control. Never before have I felt such a level of compatibility in such a short duration, and as far as dating goes…who knows right now. Sometimes over-analyzation isn’t necessary.

So that's my update...sans mentioning the fact that I lost a friend in the whole 'meeting a new guy' process. It is a disappointing development, but hardly worth mulling over here. Some things are really just not worth the time and effort it takes to discuss them. So yeah, I am presently a happy guy, and I really hope and think that he feels the same.