[Generic Happy/Sad Post]

Ah, blog. I have meant to write here for quite some time. It has definitely been a hectic week and weekend- the beginning of last week was marked by two papers being due, theory tests, annoyance in Italian diction...the end of the week was total chaos in the fact that it was homecoming- Gator Growl, Erica's parents were in town (both sets) and I hung with them, hung out with Axel a lot, ate out, and generally enjoyed myself. It definitely wasn't a bad weekend, but I am glad to be getting back to some semblence of normalcy. Or perhaps not. I am not quite sure what I want in regards to "normalcy." I dont think any life at this point could be considered normal: too much is changing, moving, stagnating, crashing down, and blossoming...all at once. Fucked up I know. No one said shit was easy to explain.

Compared to the past weekend, today has definitely regressed. Actually, the last hour has regressed. Today was fine: I felt really attractive today in my new corderoy pants and sweater, it was gorgeous out, I tried (and liked) Krishna Lunch, I met many people and saw many people, I skipped Journalism (that felt good), I made a nice dinner...but alas, I currently find myself nauseous and sad. I don't know why really, does every silver lined cloud end up housing a rainshower? I hope I am just overanalyzing things, and I have a deep feeling that I am.

Unfortunately I can no longer create coherent thought in the form of a post. I suppose it got to late and my stomach is churning too much. My mind is also clouded at the moment...I am one confused kid sometimes I swear. How could I have felt so on top of stuff earlier and now I feel so lost?? I hope this feeling is a fleeting one and that by tomorrow morning I have a repeat of this morning's clarity...but I cant help but worry that the clarity was the transient feeling. Anyhow, it is late and I am going to go to sleep. See ya.