Happiness.

I've been meaning to post something for quite a while, but I have been pretty busy and haven't had a moment of time to come up with a post. All I can say tonight is that I am happy....and that life works in mysterious ways. I found someone great, someone exciting, someone that makes me smile. I am slowly turning all of this bottled up attraction that I have for every straight passerby and focusing it on someone more meaningful...and I think that is something that is two-fold goodness. I don't have to feel lame looking at every guy that passes with longing and lust...and instead I can say I have someone gorgeous to be with instead. It makes me so profoundly happy. He has definitely been a welcome and wonderful distraction from schoolwork. This weekend compared to last is just such an amazing turn for the better. I had so much fun this weekend, saw a great and powerful concert, went to the Downtown Art Festival, went to Swamp, saw some new Six Feet Under, took a nice drive to Orlando, relaxed, met some new people, saw an old friend, and hung out with a good number of people (not necessarily in that order). I also spent some time with....I am still coming to terms with the newness of this...oh the excitement..so happy.....him. Every day that passes I feel so much more comfortable with myself, so much happier than I was. It isnt something I can quantify but in the smallest moments I am happier, everything feels more real, more legitamate. Like I am finally living. I am no longer upset that I am gay, how could I be? I am finally happy.