Crackers...and phone sex.

What an interesting night. Fun, though. I never thought I would er...do that. But, I don't regret it. It was the closest I've had to the idea of sex in a long time. I hung up at 4 am (this was with a friend not a 1-900 number or anything desperate) and proceeded to eat a whole stack of Saltines. Healthy? No. Satiating? Yes. I was laying in bed in total darkness munching on crackers after having had a 3 hour conversation (and then some). I chuckle. What's funnier is that I am blogging about it now. Maybe I shouldn't post. But I think, in this process of being open and coming out and learning what it is to be gay, a good phone sex session is just one of those elements that everyone (mostly everyone, I hope) experiences and just doesn't mention. I really did like it...which might be considered alarming.

I just woke up, which sucks, cause i was supposed to meet Erica and Kristin for lunch..I think they went without me. I also worked last night for the first time (back at Mariner Sands Country Club) and I wanted to come home and crash...but I got wrapped up in this other thing and found myself up past 4am yet again, even though I was DEAD tired. Oh well, ultimately, it was my decision. It was just so tempting, and I didn't even have to leave my bed.

Well I think I am going to get my ass out of bed and shower. I am still physically exhausted even after 8+ hours of sleep. I guess it was pretty intense, both working and then you-know-what-ing. Oh so raunchy, but oh so satisfying. Alright, now that strangers know just one more of my inner most secrets, I am gonna go.