Out with the old, in with the new.
(Cliche, but true...I'll explain the title later) For some strange reason, ADV3000 is not very appealing at the moment. We are watching some 1980s educational video on Advertisng Research. Am I dozing? Mentally, yes, that is why I am blogging instead. Physically, I am wide awake, even though I didn't go to sleep last night until 3:00, and I had to be up at 7:30. ((damn these people have biggg hair..sorry for the interjection.)) Theory went well this morning, I feel confident about the next test..but I am dreading Voice Studio today because my voice teacher doesn't like me very much lately...long story. I am just gonna hope for the best, but I really do wish the crap in my throat would go away.
We had our big University Choir concert last night; overall, it went very well. Our one rehearsal with orchestra was cut short yesterday, and we didn't even get to rehearse a couple of pieces. The concert was stressful, and much of it was spent on the edge...but the audience seemed to appreciate it. I was afraid the complexity and difficulty of the pieces would put people to sleep, but somehow it was successful. All is well that ends well (Ack! Another cliche!) At least we don't have to sing Psalmconzert anymore. Oy, it has been a long semester in choir, and I am happy it is almost over.
Anyway, on to my title line:
The old: On my way into class I passed Josh. You know, the guy who decided it would be cool to just stop talking to me rather than facing the truth and ending things with me, who left me hanging for two weeks to call without response..yeah. I finally realized in that moment that I was no longer attracted to him, and I lost all feelings for him, good, and bad. He doesn't really exist in my mind anymore as an emotional element. I didn't give him the attention I could have, and I didn't stop to talk to him for more than five seconds, simply because he stopped showing concern for me and I am simply returning the favor. He is out of my mind permanently now, and that is a happpy thought.
The new: The reason it didn't bother me because I spent the majority of last night (after dad went home) with a fantastic guy. We shared an amazing few hours. I don't think I've ever met a guy with such a huge heart as him, and he is hot, too. It feels so dream-like, that post-goodbye lightheaded happy trance-like state that just makes you tingle all over. So yes, I am just really very happy about the situation. I almost feel as if Josh stopped talking to me and that this is a direct outcome of that. Strange how life works out in the end (ooh, optimism, and yet another cliche...an alarming trend).
Well, that is my update. I just wish this class would end sometime in this lifetime. At least the cheesy 80's big-haired women ad-exec videos are over. Now I just get to hear sorority girls ask silly questions that have answers that are far too drawn out for anyone's own good (Come on, I had to end on a characteristic cynical note, I mean, optimism is fun and all...but..hahaha). Alright guys, I'm out.
We had our big University Choir concert last night; overall, it went very well. Our one rehearsal with orchestra was cut short yesterday, and we didn't even get to rehearse a couple of pieces. The concert was stressful, and much of it was spent on the edge...but the audience seemed to appreciate it. I was afraid the complexity and difficulty of the pieces would put people to sleep, but somehow it was successful. All is well that ends well (Ack! Another cliche!) At least we don't have to sing Psalmconzert anymore. Oy, it has been a long semester in choir, and I am happy it is almost over.
Anyway, on to my title line:
The old: On my way into class I passed Josh. You know, the guy who decided it would be cool to just stop talking to me rather than facing the truth and ending things with me, who left me hanging for two weeks to call without response..yeah. I finally realized in that moment that I was no longer attracted to him, and I lost all feelings for him, good, and bad. He doesn't really exist in my mind anymore as an emotional element. I didn't give him the attention I could have, and I didn't stop to talk to him for more than five seconds, simply because he stopped showing concern for me and I am simply returning the favor. He is out of my mind permanently now, and that is a happpy thought.
The new: The reason it didn't bother me because I spent the majority of last night (after dad went home) with a fantastic guy. We shared an amazing few hours. I don't think I've ever met a guy with such a huge heart as him, and he is hot, too. It feels so dream-like, that post-goodbye lightheaded happy trance-like state that just makes you tingle all over. So yes, I am just really very happy about the situation. I almost feel as if Josh stopped talking to me and that this is a direct outcome of that. Strange how life works out in the end (ooh, optimism, and yet another cliche...an alarming trend).
Well, that is my update. I just wish this class would end sometime in this lifetime. At least the cheesy 80's big-haired women ad-exec videos are over. Now I just get to hear sorority girls ask silly questions that have answers that are far too drawn out for anyone's own good (Come on, I had to end on a characteristic cynical note, I mean, optimism is fun and all...but..hahaha). Alright guys, I'm out.
posted by Mark at 9:38:00 AM
3 Comments:
Good luck with your new guy!
yeah good luck ho
mark - dont ever make fun of me again for using cliches. ever.
and im glad to hear about mr. no name posted
maybe we can do something this weekend? (i still feel really bad about last weekend)
well ill talk to u later
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