My life as a desk.

What a week. I don't even know where to start blogging, so much has happened, so much is on my mind, so much is continuing to happen. I could go into a really long episode by episode recap, or I could just ignore the fact that anything happened at all and blog about somehting complrely irrelevant. I am not sure which option looks the best right now. I almost like the second one better...but what to write about?! Alas I am feeling uninspired, much due to my constant horniness of today. Today was wayyy up there on that scale. I wanted to jump a boy in Geography, I spent all of choir writing notes about general sex stuff to the guys around me (it isnt like that...just comic relief but still on the mind), myspace'd for a while and crooned over a certain beautiful guy....no name required....but yeah. Oy. Maybe I should just go to bed. I wish my life was in order- I feel like it is in such disarray- I look at my desk and see my life. Random shit everywhere, clothes unfolded, papers, money, valuable items tossed like worthless trinkets, a lot of good stuff but just a complete organizational nightmare. That is my life this week. I can't really explain why, either. I wake up in the morning and I can't tell what time it is, or why I am getting up, or what day it is, or whether or not I should even bother getting ready. I skip breakfast, starve for lunch, spend exorbitant amounts of money on food, and then I realize that this semester has me constantly running around unfulfilled...at least last semester I had some time to stop and reflect, people watch, pause. But this semester is just on constant speed, every day is a blur, pointless, unexciting, unrewarding. But yeah, I guess I am done...sleep it is...another day to look forward to tomorrow. Yes.