::cough cough::

Sometimes and empty blog text field can be so intimidating. I have a lot of things to say but I have erased the first sentence a few times..hopefully this time I will make it to the end. This weekend has been "eh." I woke up yesterday at 9am (after only 4 hours of sleep) with a sore throat from hell. I simply couldnt get back to sleep. It fluctuated throughtout the day, I think the DayQuil helped with the fever that was also present...but my throat is still pretty bad. I woke up early this morning too...a bit more sleep thankfully but still not enough. I have a million things to do/study/read/research today...and no ambition whatsoever, especially when feeling this shitty. But oh well. I wish the tool I needed to do the research with wasnt so inherently distracting....facebook, myspace, aim...all just a click away. I wish I could practice a bit more restraint. I seriously need to start doing so because I am going to fall down a slippery slope and not be able to climb back up.

In the relationship department, I am currently keeping my options open. I am going to try my hardest not to fall for one person or the other if I can really manage it, because I don't really have the desire to fall flat on my face again anytime soon. That situation has gotten much better, I think its finally settled in that the possibility isnt there. Such is life. Thankfully, there are other possibilities out there, I just have to exhibit some patience, which isn't bad for anyone, anyway.

I feel as if this post should be longer, but alas, I also feel like I don't have much else to say. I just hope I feel better today, and that I get something accomplished. I don't necessarily know what, since practicing isn't an option..and that is most important, but oh well. I also hope this semester isn't too deadly and won't come and bite me in the ass. Well, have a good one, and go download Frou Frou - Must Be Dreaming .... it is probably the gayest music I've ever liked but the song kicks major ass. Haha. Talk to you later.