Transference.

So I think it's becoming permanent.

I simply have more control. There are more features. The only thing I can't figure out is how to get the time to show up on each post, and how to have the date fall before the post, rather than after. Aside from these trivialities, just look at the site. It is still basically a template but it is already much more personalized than this page.

If it reverts back to here, I will be sure to update everyone. Right now, bear with me. But look for updates there rather than here.

A Desire.

Is it wrong to want to move on? To new places, a new college, a new major, a new career choice, new people, new...well, you get the idea..? I mean, I am constantly finding windows into other's lives online; people who are happy, creative, blogging with Movable Type, and seemingly living life to their fullest. I want that, as needy as that sounds. "Someday..." they say; I hear it over and over again. UF? It's free. Gainesville? Well, "all places are the same; they are only as good as you make it." Do I want to believe this? A piece of me says, well, fine. However, the other piece wants to throw what few cool belongings I have into a duffle bag and hitchhike the hell out of here. I have this vivid picture of who I see myself as, but I can't for the life of me convey that here, or to people when asked "where do you see yourself in ten years?" It all simply becomes a blur. I don't know why I am writing this now. I have tried to stay away from introspective rhetorical questioning; but I simply felt a need. I also need to sleep. Goodnight.